My story about using Meth the "devil's drug" To start off I'm Heather and here's my story. well I have so much to say about this drug and how it messed my life up
drastically. I started doing speed when I was 14 years old and now I'm almost 17 years old. I just quit speed recently.
The reason I'm writing this is because if there is anyone out there doing Meth the "devils drug" or wants to do it take it from me please don't. The way I got into using it was hanging out with the wrong people and had a boyfriend that used it.
He wanted me to try it and I fell in love with it instantly. At first it was just all fun and games you know but in the end I've paid a great price for using and the ways that I got it.
When I started it was the best feeling in the world I thought. I liked it better than ecstasy, weed, everything. After my first time using I didn't want to stop it and wouldn't.
I was also using coke at the same time I was a complete mess.
For awhile I was able to hide the fact that I was always high from my family. After they would go to sleep I would sneak out of my bedroom and go with ex-boyfriend to his dealers house. I would get my fix and go back to my ex's house until the morning and go back to mine.
After a few months my grandma started getting suspicious and I would freak out on her denying everything that was really going on. I wasn't hungry, couldn’t sleep,and always paranoid and I kept to myself. She noticed that I was getting skinner and real fast to and I always made up
excuses. Then I had a big fight with her and I couldn't handle it I was up for 8 days already and she found out that I got my tongue pierced and freaked out. So I was uncontrollable I was hitting and screaming at her and just left my house.
I got a ride from this one guy and I didn't know that he used meth but he asked me if I did and then we started smoking together. I was going to have him drop me off at my friends house but then I decided to stay with him to get free dope.
A week went by and then I called my aunt to pick me up cause I knew that I wasn’t going to be ok if I stayed there.
Anyways I was clean for a bit until I moved into my step dad which is a complete jackass. He let me do whatever and then I was getting high every single day and then moved into a friends house which they all used Meth.
The way I took it was I smoked it goes straight to the dome. I needed it so I could hide myself and I didn't like me when I was on it.
I also got to a size 4 in juniors and was very dehydrated and only ate about 1 every 2 weeks I am now very healthy and very happy. I was crazy and mean and just didn't care about anything anymore.
Well then one day I decided to smash my pipe and just quit. but then I thought what a stupid thing to do there was a bowl left in there and I didn't smash it all so I took a fork to hold it in place and smoke the rest. Talk about pathetic right?? yeah and a few weeks later I went back to grandmas house to get away from all the old people.
I knew that I was going to die if I kept going the way I was going. I think the worst of it all is what I did to get
the speed I sold my body, stole, lied, and anything I could do to get it.
I am so lucky because when I think about it I should have been dead in so many situations but god has kept me alive through everything and I know he has a purpose for my
life and he is the greatest thing that has happened to me and I know that this happened for a reason I would change it but I cant so I'm going to try my best to prevent young teenagers who are easily influenced to try any type of drug not to.
I am blessed to be here today and I just want to let everyone out there that is addicted that cant stop or is even thinking about using this drug that god loves you and he dint put you through this u did it yourself but he’s there watching over your every move hoping that you make the right one and just come back to him he wants to love you and call you his child.
When you think you have no one you will always have him right by your side hoping that you will just come back so he can fix everything you've done wrong and help you to be a better person.
Please if you read this take it to heart and don’t throw it away I know that there is a god out there who was able to forgive me and give me my old life back with lessons learned
and wisdom and changed me completely. He’s the same god that was there yesterday, tomorrow, and forever he has endless love and will always be there for u so when u have no one to run to he will be there for you and he will show you the way to go.
God loves you and the wrong things you do makes you stronger and know not to go there again. thank you for reading this and I will be happy if only one person gets a blessing from this but I know there’s someone out there that will and thank you for reading it means so much to me and god bless
--Heather
