Multiple Sclerosis - Dealing With The Latest Flare Up!

It has happened, even though I had myself believing it wouldn't.

On Saturday, May 31, I awoke in the morning and I was having trouble walking. I kept falling to the left, and my left leg just wanted to drag. I knew, then and there, I was having a M.S. exacerbation(flare up).

The only way to describe the numbness that I feel in my feet and legs, is to compare it to walking on egg shells. Or, like a foot that has fallen asleep, and just will not wake up!!

As my day progressed it did not get better. I knew this may be a lengthy one.

My face and jaw had numbness, as well. Like the dentist over froze you when having your teeth done.

I went through Saturday with the thought in my head that this would pass...at least I hoped it would...quickly. This had actually been the worst I had been since I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis, 16 years ago. It could not be happening, not now.

But, it was, and it still is.

Here it is Monday evening, June 2, and I still have no feeling in my feet or legs, and I am still walking like a drunk...lol

Being what is called at the secondary progressive stage of my disease, I live with the reality of this being a permanent addition to my disability, yet hoping beyond hope, and believing in my heart of hearts, that this will pass, without permanent repercussions.

Staying positive, and focusing on a better day tomorrow, is getting me through this. The love and support I receive from my husband helps a lot, too.

The best therapy is laughter, positive thought, staying focused, and family support. Believing that tomorrow will be better, because it will be.

Adapting, adjusting, and not feeling sorry for myself, that is what needs to be done now. I do know that is this becomes permanent, adjustments and adaptations will need to be made to my every day way of life. I will overcome any challenges life throws my way.

I will cope!!